There is some guilt inside, a dark side which can’t be shared because I can’t rely on anyone. I preferred to share with the most trust worthy person. My mirror nodded saying that you are right, unlike others I won’t let you down. Biggest Irony of life is that we end up loving people who never deserved to be loved. No longer I believe in the word ‘love’ this is nothing but a myth. This is the word which only exists in the dictionary of fictional world. At times, all I want to do is lock myself up and cry out loud. My heart aches to grieve and share the pain which is bottled up inside me.
It’s been more than one year since we parted ways 🙁
I thought of not loving anyone but then I met you. You made me realize that love can happen twice <3 Our endless, senseless talks still make my lip curve bigger 😉 Each day I fall even more than yesterday. There is something about you, can’t get off my mind. I don’t know why there is a fear of losing you. I have even started praying God for your success, happiness and us. There has always been an urge to see you. When I miss you, I smile, and when I smile, I miss you. And whenever I want to talk to you, you know what I do?? I look into our pictures, talk to the virtual you, re-read our old conversations.
To be continued..